I was raised in Scientology. My parents became involved around the time I was 5 or 6, through a front group known as WISE. They go around to small businesses--in the case of my dad it was a CPA firm--and promise them riches if they use the self-described Hubbard Management Technology.
These are posts about my involvement in the church of Scientology. I was raised in Scientology from around age 6. I signed the infamous "billion-year contract" when I was 15. I was in the Sea Org from September 2001 through July 2004. I was kicked out for being gay just after my 18th birthday. Eventually I spoke out against the abuse I suffered while there and my family is now disconnected from me.
Showing posts with label lost. Show all posts
Showing posts with label lost. Show all posts
Wednesday, October 29, 2014
Monday, October 15, 2012
Preface
Preface
I have been asked many times to write a book about my experiences and understanding of the religious practices and principles of Dianetics and Scientology.
At 6 years old I was put into a class to study the religion of Scientology. They have different books which you read that serve to teach you how to absorb the religion properly. They essentially modify a child's thought process to make it easier to absorb the religious philosophies and practices laid out by the leader L. Ron Hubbard. The same courses exist for adults.
Labels:
Brainwashing,
Conditioning,
confessional,
Cult,
disconnection,
fear,
lost,
mind,
Scientology,
shame
Location:
East LA, Los Angeles
Tuesday, August 21, 2012
Trying to Find Myself
I have been through a whole hell of a lot of social and behavioral conditioning. Right now at this moment, now that I have been almost entirely removed from that environment for several months I feel lost. For two decades I had solid, if unsound, structure in my life. I was forcibly ejected from that environment and away from my immediate family when I had gone online to seek out help with the questions I had about the religion in which I had been raised.
I was taught how to do everything, from how to properly eat food to how to tie my shoes and brush my teeth and even how to speak to people. The difference between my childhood and others is: I was not taught any of this by my parents. I was taught by L. Ron Hubbard, the founder of the Church of Scientology and the writer of the book Dianetics.
I was taught how to do everything, from how to properly eat food to how to tie my shoes and brush my teeth and even how to speak to people. The difference between my childhood and others is: I was not taught any of this by my parents. I was taught by L. Ron Hubbard, the founder of the Church of Scientology and the writer of the book Dianetics.
Labels:
Behavioral,
Brainwashing,
Conditioning,
control,
Cult,
disconnection,
Elron,
emotional instability,
Hubbard,
L. Ron Hubbard,
lost,
LRH,
Scientology,
Sea Org,
Social
Location:
Los Angeles, CA, USA
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